A thought.

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Why are we all always making compromises, always thinking of consequences, always scared of losing what we have?
 Why are we cowards?
Why cant we appreciate some one who tried something new, something wild, who could make one heap of all their winnings and risk it in one turn of pitch and toss….who showed the courage to bear the consequences, lose, and start at their beginnings and not breathe a word about their loss.
Why cant we be go getters…why cant we live our life….why do we just sit here and watch our lives pass by?
We all know we are selfish…why are we so scared of letting that fact out? Why are we trapped within ourselves?
My hated line ever, “I like walking in the rain because then no one can see me crying.”
Why cant we be just who we are…not pretend…not act…why cant we be weak and be strong…why do we always have to tell lies?
 I do know that not all why’s have an answer…but still…its worth a thought!        

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